Status update

i have always known that the things i want to accomplish in life would be in vain because the path that leads to my desires will change me into something i would despise. thats why ive always sat around.

but now im forced to do something. if i dont, ill never get my children back, and even if i did, i couldnt provide for them.

so now i have a job, and in a few months, i will be in a situation financially to do what i want. school, opening a pc store, the possibilities are endless.

my solution is to figure out a way to not let those things that would change me, affect me.

the future looks bright if i can make it through the gauntlet.
thats my status update.

to anyone that cares *cough ray *cough: ill be taking my A.C.T. tomorrow.

oh! and its not one o' those crappy community ones, its a real university. oh my!

i meant it like you were probably the only person that would care. you know, cause you rode my arse all these years to go.

Good luck man.

Wow... Good on ruthless.