TimeTravellerX
Timekeeper
Dear all,
I am not from the future or the past. At least I have no recollection of actively interacting with those states unless you consider listening to Elvis or looking forward to watching a movie. So I guess I have never traveled in time other than at my very normal, Earthly rate. But I have something to share, and I didn't know where else to turn for help, frankly.
First, some information about me: I am 29 years old and live in Kolkata, India. I went to college at Drake in Iowa but didn't do well and had to drop out.
Here's my situation: for years, as far back as I can remember, I have been plagued with dreams. I found the recurrent theme concerns my late father who died one cold January morning in 1985 of a sudden cardiac arrest. He was not home at the time and I have no recollection of seeing his body. I wasn't allowed to attend the cremation either. The sub-theme seems to suggest technology: remote brain relay, spaceships, even time travel. There is also a sense of Utopia in the sleeping sensory experiences. It could be that my father is communicating with me from the future or a spaceship in the vicinity of Earth (maybe even on Earth) guiding my life to a good, natural, logical conclusion.
My other theory is that my father is working with some secret government agency involving several countries (like Interpol) which had him fake his death and who are now grooming me as the next candidate. They spy on my life and control it day and night and might have access to advanced technology through some space-time nexus with humans in the future or another planet unknown to us. Like I said, this is probably bigger than the entire US defense-military complex and NATO put together and functions at a planetary (galactic?) level.
Where the aspect of time travel comes into the picture is very interesting. Firstly, let me tell you that as a result of all this I am writing a book about time travel with a broader theme of universal morality. When I was in college in Des Moines I noticed a definite increase in the frequency and intensity of the dreams. Now, it just could be that I was smoking too much pot at the time and even tried LSD three or four times. Nevertheless, the point remains I became paranoid of people watching me, on the street, in the store, in my dorm room etc. At first I thought the CIA wanted to recruit me. My mother has worked with the American diplomatic mission for about a quarter of a century now. She took the job after my father 'passed away'. So I just shrugged off the disturbances into my sleep. But, after I moved back home to Kolkata, they started getting more and more intense, frequent and vague. It seems like I am being induced under the influence of some supposed reward which I am expected to achieve. I have considered the possibility that this is just my mind playing tricks on me but some of the 'dreams' (brain relays) call them what you will, are so lucid (I guess distinct is a cleaner word here) that I can actually feel cold, experience weightlessness (fly), understand the logic behind time travel and see grand palaces where there is no fear or unhappiness, only a magnanimous sense of achievement, possession, belonging, arrival. In one dream hall a little boy sprayed me with a green vapor and I could feel it distinctly on my (body?). When I wake up I lose the heightened frequency of the experience and life comes back to the drab and normal. Or is it.
There's more. Much more. These experiences I have pervaded even my waking mind and I sometimes wonder which is which, dream and reality. If I am merely the principal character in a story playing out in a computer. Messages were given to me. Not subtle, subliminal hints. But actual text superimposed on the air that I can read. Apparently the British Isles are carved in the letters IS for my initials. North America is shaped as my left profile while Antarctica is a representation of my very brain. Look at the Sinai and Arabian peninsula – they look like – an electrocardiogram and brain polygraph. Is the suggestion that my (our) emotions and thoughts are predictable along logical lines? Seems like it.
I could tell you more friends. First of all let me tell you I am not a HOAX. These things are real and happened to me. I have never traveled to the future but in several dreams I have surveyed marvelous spaceships and keep getting the impression that I am in charge of a group of individuals in the future.
I wonder what you could actually do to help. But just having someone to talk to would help. In fact, I feel a wee bit better already. Hope it lasts.
I could ramble on for pages about my experiences. I KNOW for a fact that the US President knows of my state and program as I have met him in my dreams at least 5 or 6 times now. I have even met the UK PM (Tony Blair). He's a lot of fun. And Vladimir Putin. The point is, if we can understand what the future can be and what the past was, then we must decide on an idea of the present – or stable space-time continuum. THAT (THIS?) is what I believe my watchers are trying to effect. A bridge between all the timelines and parallel universes. One where the mean value exists. I understand that to be the EM energy in my brain – my sense of the universe – sentience. I believe it to be the reason of my existence.
Anyway, maybe I'm just too young and immature.
Please help me.
Thanks.
My IP address is 59.93.196.92
My ISP is Bharat Sanchar Nigam Limited
I am currently running Windows XP
And I am using IE7
I am not from the future or the past. At least I have no recollection of actively interacting with those states unless you consider listening to Elvis or looking forward to watching a movie. So I guess I have never traveled in time other than at my very normal, Earthly rate. But I have something to share, and I didn't know where else to turn for help, frankly.
First, some information about me: I am 29 years old and live in Kolkata, India. I went to college at Drake in Iowa but didn't do well and had to drop out.
Here's my situation: for years, as far back as I can remember, I have been plagued with dreams. I found the recurrent theme concerns my late father who died one cold January morning in 1985 of a sudden cardiac arrest. He was not home at the time and I have no recollection of seeing his body. I wasn't allowed to attend the cremation either. The sub-theme seems to suggest technology: remote brain relay, spaceships, even time travel. There is also a sense of Utopia in the sleeping sensory experiences. It could be that my father is communicating with me from the future or a spaceship in the vicinity of Earth (maybe even on Earth) guiding my life to a good, natural, logical conclusion.
My other theory is that my father is working with some secret government agency involving several countries (like Interpol) which had him fake his death and who are now grooming me as the next candidate. They spy on my life and control it day and night and might have access to advanced technology through some space-time nexus with humans in the future or another planet unknown to us. Like I said, this is probably bigger than the entire US defense-military complex and NATO put together and functions at a planetary (galactic?) level.
Where the aspect of time travel comes into the picture is very interesting. Firstly, let me tell you that as a result of all this I am writing a book about time travel with a broader theme of universal morality. When I was in college in Des Moines I noticed a definite increase in the frequency and intensity of the dreams. Now, it just could be that I was smoking too much pot at the time and even tried LSD three or four times. Nevertheless, the point remains I became paranoid of people watching me, on the street, in the store, in my dorm room etc. At first I thought the CIA wanted to recruit me. My mother has worked with the American diplomatic mission for about a quarter of a century now. She took the job after my father 'passed away'. So I just shrugged off the disturbances into my sleep. But, after I moved back home to Kolkata, they started getting more and more intense, frequent and vague. It seems like I am being induced under the influence of some supposed reward which I am expected to achieve. I have considered the possibility that this is just my mind playing tricks on me but some of the 'dreams' (brain relays) call them what you will, are so lucid (I guess distinct is a cleaner word here) that I can actually feel cold, experience weightlessness (fly), understand the logic behind time travel and see grand palaces where there is no fear or unhappiness, only a magnanimous sense of achievement, possession, belonging, arrival. In one dream hall a little boy sprayed me with a green vapor and I could feel it distinctly on my (body?). When I wake up I lose the heightened frequency of the experience and life comes back to the drab and normal. Or is it.
There's more. Much more. These experiences I have pervaded even my waking mind and I sometimes wonder which is which, dream and reality. If I am merely the principal character in a story playing out in a computer. Messages were given to me. Not subtle, subliminal hints. But actual text superimposed on the air that I can read. Apparently the British Isles are carved in the letters IS for my initials. North America is shaped as my left profile while Antarctica is a representation of my very brain. Look at the Sinai and Arabian peninsula – they look like – an electrocardiogram and brain polygraph. Is the suggestion that my (our) emotions and thoughts are predictable along logical lines? Seems like it.
I could tell you more friends. First of all let me tell you I am not a HOAX. These things are real and happened to me. I have never traveled to the future but in several dreams I have surveyed marvelous spaceships and keep getting the impression that I am in charge of a group of individuals in the future.
I wonder what you could actually do to help. But just having someone to talk to would help. In fact, I feel a wee bit better already. Hope it lasts.
I could ramble on for pages about my experiences. I KNOW for a fact that the US President knows of my state and program as I have met him in my dreams at least 5 or 6 times now. I have even met the UK PM (Tony Blair). He's a lot of fun. And Vladimir Putin. The point is, if we can understand what the future can be and what the past was, then we must decide on an idea of the present – or stable space-time continuum. THAT (THIS?) is what I believe my watchers are trying to effect. A bridge between all the timelines and parallel universes. One where the mean value exists. I understand that to be the EM energy in my brain – my sense of the universe – sentience. I believe it to be the reason of my existence.
Anyway, maybe I'm just too young and immature.
Please help me.
Thanks.
My IP address is 59.93.196.92
My ISP is Bharat Sanchar Nigam Limited
I am currently running Windows XP
And I am using IE7